this is post goes out to baizurah as u have been wanting an explanation.

jac's not lying. i am. but only so i wouldn't hurt your feelings. Yes, something happened between us about one or two years ago that i didn't know about. I only found out about it this year and I was really upset when I posted the 'I hate her' entry. I'm really sorry if I hurt your feelings but yeah, something happened and I simply wrote about it in my blog but I didn't write your name in. I was hoping to keep it a secret from everyone but Lyvia blackmailed me and I told Jac myself. (or is it bribe?) Seriously. Some kind of friend. Anyway, since she blackmailed me I had to tell her. But really, when I wrote the entry I was really angry so I was letting out my feelings you know?
The reason I did not put you as a close friend at the class list is NOT because of whatever happened one or two years ago. It's because as the years go by, we simply are not as close as before. Especially since Liyana moved. That's why I didn't consider you a close friend anymore. But of course, you are still my friend..Only not as close to me as before(also since you wrote in your comment at jac's blog that you lie, i am kinda wary now) . If you don't consider me your friend anymore, it's ok with me. Thanks for all that you've done for me..Sincerely, Syahirah.