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Can we ever really know someone?
Can we ever really know someone?
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HELLO THERE. I'M A GIRL!
But I could also be lying. xD
Yum apple donuts yum.
I LOVE MCFLY AND DAVID AND THE HARRY POTTER BOOKS AND I'M NOT AFRAID TO SAY IT.
Lately I've been rather content and positive (which is rare) and generally excited about life.
Sometimes I'm weird and retarded and I don't know what I'm saying/doing.
In the words of Harry (Judd, not Potter) - I want to kiss you all...
misc
The celebration of my birth is over. ):
"What do I want? Single spotlight."
xP.
- Gossip Girl Season 2
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- A huge stuffed lion.
- Glee Official Soundtrack!
- McFly - Room on the Third Floor
- McFly - Wonderland
- McFly - Motion in the Ocean
- My Best Friend's Girl by Dorothy Koomson
- The Chocolate Run by Dorothy Koomson
- To write many, many books and be successful.
- To fly to England and
1) Attend a McFly concert in the mosh pit.
2) Watch a Man Utd match at Old Trafford.
3) Meet J.K Rowling!
That is all. :D
Tagboard
Depression.
Thursday, October 12, 2006 @ 2:39 PM
Depression sux. I realize that now.
Got a number of things on my mind right now, all in all....*counts* 8 items. How ironic. 8 is a so-called lucky number.
To someone random: I get the point, okay? Can you just stop rubbing it into my face and leave me alone? Grr.
Seriously feel like screaming right now. Will proceed to do so into the pillow after this post is done.
Oh wait, another thing to be depressed about. So that's nine.
Something else happened yesterday, which should be the tenth reason to be depressed. The thing is, the tenth reason I'm depressed is not yesterday's bad news, but rather the fact that I am NOT depressed abt yesterday's news. Sure, I'm sad, but sadly that's all. I guess cos I'm not that close to the issue, I dun really feel any emotion about it.
I think I'll just vaguely state some of the reasons..
The feeling of being left out has come back. First in the convo, then on the site itself. That would be two reasons.
Can't post, cos was making Hari Raya biscuits...That's another two joined together and then summarized.
Someone new joining. My secret, is no longer a secret. It'll be too obvious already. That's one more reason.
SHE made me depressed. Two Shes = Two more reasons.
There are no songs to listen to. This makes my state of depression even worse than before, as there are no songs to heal my injured soul. So-called. basically no more emo songs that I have not heard before that I can sing to, to release all this negative energy.
And the fact that I'm not sad.
See? I already told you nine out of 10 reasons.
The last one... Let's just say that the people involved would know who they were.
And the 11th and 12th reason: I'm gonna be sick soon. Can tell cos there's this lump in my throat... + Feeling unappreciated and also very, very stupid.
In fact, that's what I am. Like, I'm just plain stupid. My blog is a disaster, etc.
Oh. 13th reason: My results, which I will be getting tomorrow (French) and on Mon and Tue. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Thank you to whomever is involved for making my life this way.
And if you think this post is so damn emo and dramatic and idiotic, so be it. I don't really care.
"Outside Looking In" By Jordan Pruitt.
You don't know my name
You don't know anything about me
I try to play nice
I want to be in your game
The things that you say
You may think I never hear about them
But word travels fast
I'm telling you to your face
I'm standing here behind your back
[Chorus]You don't know how it feels
To be outside the crowd
You don't know what it's like
To be left out
And you don't know how it feels
To be your own best friend on the outside looking in
If you could read my mind
You might see more of me that meets the eye
And you've been all wrongNot who you think I am
You've never given me a chance
[Chorus]You don't know how it feels
To be outside the crowd
You don't know what it's like
To be left out
And you don't know how it feels
To be your own best friend on the outside looking in
Well, I'm tired of staying at home
I'm bored and alone
I'm sick of wasting all my time
[Chorus x2]You don't know how it feels
To be outside the crowd
You don't know what it's like
To be left out
And you don't know how it feels
To be your own best friend on the outside looking in
You don't know how it feels
To be outside the crowd
You don't know what it's like
To be left out
And you don't know how it feels
To be your own best friend on the outside looking in