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Can we ever really know someone?
Can we ever really know someone?
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HELLO THERE. I'M A GIRL!
But I could also be lying. xD
Yum apple donuts yum.
I LOVE MCFLY AND DAVID AND THE HARRY POTTER BOOKS AND I'M NOT AFRAID TO SAY IT.
Lately I've been rather content and positive (which is rare) and generally excited about life.
Sometimes I'm weird and retarded and I don't know what I'm saying/doing.
In the words of Harry (Judd, not Potter) - I want to kiss you all...
misc
The celebration of my birth is over. ):
"What do I want? Single spotlight."
xP.
- Gossip Girl Season 2
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- A huge stuffed lion.
- Glee Official Soundtrack!
- McFly - Room on the Third Floor
- McFly - Wonderland
- McFly - Motion in the Ocean
- My Best Friend's Girl by Dorothy Koomson
- The Chocolate Run by Dorothy Koomson
- To write many, many books and be successful.
- To fly to England and
1) Attend a McFly concert in the mosh pit.
2) Watch a Man Utd match at Old Trafford.
3) Meet J.K Rowling!
That is all. :D
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Something.
Wednesday, February 28, 2007 @ 9:12 PM
There's something wrong with me. I don't know what it is, but there's something wrong with me.
I can't even blame it on the genes, because there's nothing wrong with my parents, is there?
Nope. It's just me.
I can't safely say the same thing for my siblings and cousins, however...
To sum it all up, I've pretty much got this whole bunch of emotions bundled together, resulting in my frazzled nerves. (You know what? I don't even know what I'm saying. I don't even know what the hell frazzled means. I'm just saying it cos I like it seeing it there.)
Sure sign of my patheticness (I'm not even gonna bother to deny it anymore, okay)? The fact that I can't even point it out.
Emotions right now: jealousy, uncertainty, idioticness, ashamedness (of myself), irritatedness, confusion, etc. The list goes on and on, but I wouldn't want to bother you with a detailed description of my patheticness or how it came to be.
Everything's been happening too fast. All the work. All the emotions. All the changes (or soon-to-be) And I can't believe I'm saying this, but yes, All the holidays. The fact that March hols are coming up isn't exactly a reason for me to hop around and cheer for the holidays. It just makes it even more depressing, because I'm such a pessimist and all. Because I think,"Whoa, it's March hols already?" It's like, I haven't been disciplining myself enough. I haven't been studying, revising. It's my freaking streaming year. It might as well just decide my future.
A friend of mine has English comprehension next week. She doesn't wanna fail again, and she's been bugging me a LOT about it. I swear...
And I just handed in my English composition today. I'm really afraid that Mrs Jai will take one look at my compo, decide that it's rubbish, give the class to see the junk I handed in claiming to be my compo, and give the position of EL rep to someone else.
Yes, I know, my imagination is way too wild.
And not just the school part of my life, either. My friends, my family, my non-existent social life/love life? There was once a time when I thought that I didn't have any friends. That I didn't have any real friends at Cedar. And then there was a time when I found out that my best friend was pissed at me. She was right to be, too. I guess I am pretty unfair sometimes. Okay, all the time.
My brain's not fully functioning right now. The only thing it can register is the word pathetic. Pathetic, ain't it?
I know I am.
So. I guess I'll see you all soon.