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HELLO THERE. I'M A GIRL!
But I could also be lying. xD
Yum apple donuts yum.
I LOVE MCFLY AND DAVID AND THE HARRY POTTER BOOKS AND I'M NOT AFRAID TO SAY IT.
Lately I've been rather content and positive (which is rare) and generally excited about life.
Sometimes I'm weird and retarded and I don't know what I'm saying/doing.
In the words of Harry (Judd, not Potter) - I want to kiss you all...
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The celebration of my birth is over. ):
"What do I want? Single spotlight."
xP.
- Gossip Girl Season 2
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- A huge stuffed lion.
- Glee Official Soundtrack!
- McFly - Room on the Third Floor
- McFly - Wonderland
- McFly - Motion in the Ocean
- My Best Friend's Girl by Dorothy Koomson
- The Chocolate Run by Dorothy Koomson
- To write many, many books and be successful.
- To fly to England and
1) Attend a McFly concert in the mosh pit.
2) Watch a Man Utd match at Old Trafford.
3) Meet J.K Rowling!
That is all. :D
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12 April 2007
Saturday, April 14, 2007 @ 10:16 AM
Well. That was that.
When we arrived at SCH on Thursday, I felt like... like... What did I feel?
Afraid. Nervous. Restless.
I was afraid that I would be the reason that made CSB get Silver. Afraid that I would regret something I had done during our performance. Before going out on stage, Ms Sia came backstage to see us (Perc) and I think that made me feel slightly better as she told some of us the normal stuff. Which is, to watch her.
And you know what? Surprisingly, I made only one minor mistake. Which I hope the judges didn't notice... And so did the whole of Percussion! We were quite happy after our performance cos we really did play our best. And so did the band! Before our performance, Ms Sia smiled at us, which I think made me feel better. ((: And for once I didn't mess up my cymbal part! :D:D:D I always go out of timing and then Sheriel gets all mixed up cos she has to be in timing with me.
And we weren't nervous for once. I'm pretty sure that everyone in CSB felt that strange calmness amongst us. That calmness that we don't normally feel. I don't know why. Maybe because we were well-prepared? Hmm. Maybe. Whatever it was, we played better than normal. So when they were announcing ouor results, I was so sure that we were going to get gold.
But it turns out we didn't. I spent the whole of Thursday and Friday depressing. Bawling my eyes out, more like it. At first, I thought, all our efforts have been wasted. But they weren't actually wasted. At least, I don't think so. I mean, of course, no matter what we think - that we played our best so who cares what everyone else thinks - I'll still get that nagging feeling that we've disappointed the school, and that everyone else might think something along the lines of 'Oh, CSB got Silver' or something. (But, you know, my classmate from choir told me that she was very scared for SYF cos she said that band practised so hard and got silver, and she has choir 3 times a week only...) But we played our best, didn't we? So we have nothing to be ashamed of.
You know, I really think we deserve the Gold. There's still room for improvement, of course, but we didn't make our usual mistakes and that kind of stuff, so I thought we would surely get Gold.. So right now, I wanna know what our mistakes were. Cos we'll be finding out when we get back, I think...
Ms Sia actually smiled at us after we performed. Smiled! But we didn't get to see or hear from her after the results, so I'm pretty worried about what she might say after we come back from the break. Will she be mad? Will she still be proud of us? Sigh. I hope so. But, you know, I heard our Sunrise was quite good. Better than some Gold bands, even. :D YAY.
But I'm not sad anymore compared to Thursday. I mean, about getting Silver. I'm currently depressing because the Sec 4s won't be coming back. SYF was their last performance. ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):
I'm gonna miss them. Ci Hui, Tsu Wie, Varruna, Hannui. They're, like, Percussion's support system. The backbone. Who's going to take charge of who's going to play what for Balloon Hat now? *sobs even harder* Shit.
I already feel the pressure. For the next SYF. Oh, why does it have to be my year???
I can't imagine what's going to happen. Like, new leaders, etc. OH NOOOOO................. I'm going to miss the leaders too! I really appreciate them. They do, like, a LOT for the band. I'm sure they have to make a lot of sacrifices for CSB. And they're always encouraging us, you know. So I'm really going to miss them.
Something else to depress about would be the absence of band pracs for 2-3 weeks. Band was my only life, and now that there isn't any band for some time, I have no life. And I didn't even bring home my sticks to practise! Darn....
But now that there isnt any band, I guess I could study and try to improve my Malay....... I'll consider it.
Currently listening to: Let You Go by Ashley Parker Angel. I came across this song in my Windows Media Player. I think my cousin downloaded it or something, but it's quite nice.
Oh, and I completely give up RP-ing. I don't even think it helps my writing. I think I'll concentrate on my fanfic instead lah.
I love CSB!
Proud of us.
Yay.