Your Birthdate: February 3

You are more than a big ball of energy - you are a big ball of hyper. You are always on the go, but you don't have a type a personality. Instead of channeling your energy into work, you instead go for fun and adventure. Witty and verbal, you can have an interesting conversation with anyone. Your strength: Your larger than life imagination Your weakness: You tend to be pretty scattered Your power color: Lime Your power symbol: Lightening bolt Your power month: March

Your Mind is PG-13 Rated

Your mind is definitely a little dirty. You're naughty, but not trashy. You don't shy away from a dirty joke, and you're clearly not a prude.

Guys Like That You're Sensitive

And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!

You Are a Good Friend Because You're Honest

Like it or not, your friends are going to hear the truth from you. You know that the truth hurts, but living a life of lies is much worse. So while you're definitely kind and supportive, you don't pull any punches with your friends. Everyone knows where they stand with you. And what you like and dislike about them. While some may be initially turned off by your honesty, your friends have come to consider it a virtue. After all, in world of white lies and deceptive politeness, you can be counted on for honesty and integrity. Your friends need you most when: They need good advice or an intelligent opinion You really can't be friends with: Needy, emotional people Your friendship quote: "True friendship can afford true knowledge. It does not depend on darkness and ignorance."

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy

When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catch Problem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know. From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up. And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide.

You Are 48% Shy

Although you live a pretty normal life, you tend to be a fairly shy person. Many situations make you feel uncomfortable, and you sometimes find your shyness hindering your life.

You Are a Pretty Good Liar

Your lies are somewhat believable, but sometimes you get caught. Work on keeping your body language and emotions calm. And you'll be a better liar in no time!

Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)

Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive. Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

Your English Skills:

Punctuation: 100% Grammar: 80% Spelling: 80% Vocabulary: 40%

You Should Be A Poet

You craft words well, in creative and unexpected ways. And you have a great talent for evoking beautiful imagery... Or describing the most intense heartbreak ever. You're already naturally a poet, even if you've never written a poem.

You Are 32% Gross

You're a tad gross, but generally you're a clean, hygienic person. No one can be perfectly clean all the time, and it's better to be human than a neat freak.

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself. Your near future is a lot like the present, and as far as you're concerned, that's a very good thing. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

You True Love Will Maybe Find You

But it's going to be tough! You're not really around to find. You really need to get yourself out there if you're expecting to find love. Go somewhere (anywhere!) new from time to time. Or if you're really shy - at least join a dating site.

You Are Paper

Crafty and creative, you are able to adapt freely to almost any situation. People tend to underestimate you, unless they've truly seen what you are capable of. Deep down, you're always scheming and thinking up new plans. Your mind is constantly active. You are quite capable of anything you dream of. You can always figure out a way to get what you want. You can wrap a rock person up in your sheet of trickery. A scissor person can sneak up and cut you to pieces. When you fight: No one can anticipate your next move If someone makes you mad: You'll attack them mercilessly when they're unprepared

I know. I haven't been around much. Which isn't my fault. My computer's been refusing to switch on, and my efforts have been futile. Somehow, my cousin managed to switch it on on her first try when she came over today. Yeah. See how unfair the world is? *breaks down in tears* *speaks through sobs: And all I wanted to do was print out my English homework!*

Nah. Anyway, I have bigger fish to fry. Like a certain four-lettered CCA of mine. Yesterday, after my encounter, I was wondering how I should vent my anger. I was even considering typing that four-letter word on my blog. Yeah, it was that bad. Because you know I'm not usually vulgar.

So. Normally I'd explain exactly what happened on my blog and then proceed to scream or rant. Or something. But this time, it's hit a totally new level. It really does hurt. Yeah, sure, I didn't cry yesterday. But unlike those other times, I can't just shake it off. I really hate him. I really do. I hate him. I hate him, I hate him, I hate him. I've lost whatever respect I used to have for him. I greet him, but only because I have to. I mean, nobody actually understands what the hell he's talking about. And yet I get blamed. I've always known he's hated looking at my face. Maybe if I were born pretty, it'd be a bit different? Maybe. But it ISN'T FAIR. How can anyone be so biased as to blame people when they've tried so hard for the CCA that they love? Like that time, when he said I was always absent. Apparently his reasoning was that he hardly saw me around during practices. Yeah. I can forgive that, because I DID get a new haircut. So maybe I'm not so recognizable anymore. BUT ACCUSING ME OF NOT PRACTISING HARD ENOUGH COMPARED TO OTHERS, JUST BECAUSE I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU SAID THE FIRST TIME?

Why do you have to suck so much?

That isn't fair. That really isn't fair. Do you know how many FREAKIN times I listened to that song and co-ordinated my part with it? DO YOU KNOW? HUH, DO YOU?

No. You don't. You never knew. You simply accused.

Why do you have to suck so much?

But there's nothing I can do about your sucky-ness. All I can do now is to pray that you won't complain to her that I've been giving problems. Because then without having done anything, my life will have changed drastically. Because even though both your opinions matter, its hers that I'm really worried about. After all my hard work, my name can't just be scribbled into her blackbook again just because of what YOU, AND YOU ALONE think without putting up a fight, can I?

Why do you have to suck so much?

So. My life ends here, no? If I could quit my CCA, I might have already done so. But because I want to get into a good JC, I can't do that. Just gotta endure for the next two and a half years, right?

Anyway, on to happier matters. I went to Vivo with Sherilyn, Amirah and Charlene last Thursday. We went to watch Ocean's 13. It was kinda confusing at the beginning, but afterwards it was pretty funny. So I'd recommend it. I've yet to watch Ocean's 11 and 12, but according to my friends, Ocean's 13 isn't as good as the first movie but much better than the second movie.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

I've just realised that I have my freakin Math and Geog tests tmr.

!!!

I know I haven't practised Math hard enough. Or memorised Geog enough. I am so, so dead. I've been slacking this entire holiday. Yeah, I may have finished my homework, but I haven't studied!

Time to go. Need to mug, mug, mug to get those A1s.