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HELLO THERE. I'M A GIRL!
But I could also be lying. xD
Yum apple donuts yum.
I LOVE MCFLY AND DAVID AND THE HARRY POTTER BOOKS AND I'M NOT AFRAID TO SAY IT.
Lately I've been rather content and positive (which is rare) and generally excited about life.
Sometimes I'm weird and retarded and I don't know what I'm saying/doing.
In the words of Harry (Judd, not Potter) - I want to kiss you all...
misc
The celebration of my birth is over. ):
"What do I want? Single spotlight."
xP.
- Gossip Girl Season 2
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- A huge stuffed lion.
- Glee Official Soundtrack!
- McFly - Room on the Third Floor
- McFly - Wonderland
- McFly - Motion in the Ocean
- My Best Friend's Girl by Dorothy Koomson
- The Chocolate Run by Dorothy Koomson
- To write many, many books and be successful.
- To fly to England and
1) Attend a McFly concert in the mosh pit.
2) Watch a Man Utd match at Old Trafford.
3) Meet J.K Rowling!
That is all. :D
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Saturday, February 02, 2008 @ 8:37 PM
It's the 2nd of Feb today!
And you know what that means... *hinthint*
It's.... My brother's birthday today! Happy Birthday Bro.
He's 20 years older than me. Oh yeah lemme tell you about sectionals the other day.
I don't know how we got to the topic of how much older our siblings were than us, so Angeline was saying that her sister was 14 years older than her so no one could beat that age gap. And of course I felt compelled to burst out loud that my brother was two decades older than me, therefore concluding that I was the winner of this discussion. Lol. 'Winning,' I mean.
Haha. Yeah. I think I've been talking more in my section, which is good. Could it be that I'm finally learning to crawl out of my shell (which is very comfortable, by the way)? I hope so! :D
About 3 more hours left.
I don't know why I feel so excited to go to school on Monday. But I think I'll probably feel horrible on the morning of Monday itself. I'll get all hyped up for two days, and then on Monday morning I'll have a horrible feeling in my gut. Hmmm. I don't know. Maybe.
I don't like having expectations, because they're usually not met, and they're not even that high. Expectations lead to rejections, and I don't like getting rejected or getting let down by someone or a group of people I am supposed to belong to. Which is why I have such a low confidence level in others and I don't have high expectations, because when my expectations aren't met, I feel let down, and then I feel like either I can't trust that person or those people, or I feel like I just need to depend on myself and not place my faith or hopes in others. It's like, the higher my expectations, the harder I fall, you see.
I don't even know why I'm saying all this. I don't, and yet I do. No, wait. I do know why I'm sprouting all this... aiyah, you can call it nonsense or crap or turd if you want.
I don't want to have expectations because I don't want to be let down yet again, and yet I want to have expectations in people whom I've just met, etc. Because they haven't let me down yet, I suppose. After all, it would be unfair if I were to immediately judge them based on a first encounter or first impressions, right?
I really like 3S.
See? There I go again, having expectations.
Last year, I asked a bunch of people if they could go out with me to celebrate my birthday. It was one simple wish. I didn't get it fulfilled.
And this year, the exact opposite is happening.
Can't I just have an abnormally perfectly awesome after-my-birthday-school-day for once? That would be pleasant, thanks.