Hello people!

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD I can't believe I'm fifteen.
I feel really old whenever I think about it, but in my heart I know I'm still twelve. So yeah.

My cousin's here right now. With my darling nephew, of course. He's superbly cute!
You probably think I'm stupid for saying this, but.. I'm actually afraid to entertain him, be it in front of other people or not. It's like, I feel a bit... weird to do all the stuff that you do to entertain kids. Probably because I'm not used to it. Let's see, why aren't I used to it? Gee, because I've been the youngest for, um, 14 years + now? Yep.
But guess what? I finally did it today! I entertained my baby nephew! :DDDDD I have to say, I'm quite proud of myself for having done so cos my aunt told me to take care of him while she went to the toilet, and I don't know why, but somehow, I did it! I overcame my, um, fears! And he SMILED at me! Haha. Sounds silly. But he's sooo darn adorable.
However, having a baby around means you get to see what kind of entertainment everyone else provides for him. And I must say, it really does amaze me to see the kind of stuff people do and the weird sounds they make. Haha.

Last Sunday (aka my fifteenth birthday! :D), I went ice-skating. :DDDDDDDDDD I had a BLAST! Wheeeeeeee.
When Zb asked me on Saturday if I could go ice-skating with them to celebrate my birthday, I was, to say the least, surprised. Because, you know, last year, only Jac could make it. And even then, I was the one who invited them. So, you know, I really was very pleasantly surprised and rather honoured. (:
And even though I started getting ready about 2 hours beforehand, I was late by around twenty minutes. Heh. Well, you know me..

Sadly, Pat couldn't make it cos she was sick. :((( Sob. But the show must go on, so.. we cabbed to Kallang Leisure Park, where we saw someone pretending to be a woman. In other words, a she-man. But it was for some CNY performance, so... It's, err, forgivable? But we couldn't help but laugh our asses off anyway. No offence to that man, though! Honest!

So we entered the rink after buying gloves (which is such a waste of money, because we didn't know we needed them and thus we didn't bring our own from home) and paying for our tickets. Oh, and renting our ice-skates.

I was SUPERBLY fearful of falling. Both ZB AND JAC have rollerbladed before, so since it's about the same thing, they're more experienced than me. Sob. I held on to Jac's hand for about, say... Half an hour or so? Until the two of them forced me to let go. Darn. And then I fell down once.

But we had to get off the rink for about fifteen minutes because they were bringing out the Zamboni machine to shave the ice and make the rink smoother, after which we got back on the ice for more ACTION! But since the ice had been shaved, it was way too smooth for my liking so after a gazillion near-falls, I refused to skate without help because it was too stressful for me and so I held on to BOTH their hands! MUAHAHAHAHHA. Hence I could skate rather fast after that. Seeing as I had two supports.

But then WE FELL! Jac and I, that is. It was supposed to be only me falling but I think ZB accidentally pushed or something, so she came down with me (yay!).

All in all, I had a SPECTACULAR birthday, for which I have the two of you to thank. Thankyouthankyouthankyou! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Hopefully, we'll still be besties next year and all four of us will be there for each other's birthdays, yeah? (:

I feel guilty, though. Because ZB paid for everything. Both cab rides and the tickets. Thanks dude!

On to a not-so-long-ago past.
"Onward, you scallywags!"

My new classmates asked me to be their bandmate. I, um, sort of.. Well, it's, uhhh, you see, um...
Isaidyes.
If you think I'm betraying you guys, I'm not, seriously! I am most definitely here if you need me.

We went for a jamming session today. At a real jamming studio.
Y'know, I've never actually been in a real jamming studio before until today. It was at Upper Thompson Road. We had an audience of five, gosh. It's quite a lot for our very first time playing for real as a band. And there were three guys whom I didn't know there (friends of my friends). So yep. Honestly, I think I suck. I finally played the drumset today, having been unable to play it for months now. Do you know why? The last time I played a real song was when I played Disco Lives, and that wasn't even for a real performance; it was just for practice. I'm telling you, I KNOW that biscuit guy hates me. Gah him.

Our band consists of Liyana, Shanice, Joy, Grace (I think she's still in, right? I haven't actually talked to her. :/) and me. Shanice actually made a MySpace for us! Hahahahaahhahha. But I'm not telling you our band name, though! Whee.

This marks the beginning of code-talk aka ramblings. Just to warn you, I'm not using any punctuation in this paragraph.

At first I thought it was because I hadn't checked mine yet so I thought there was a possibility but then I myself shot down that idea because of my self-esteem level and now it turns out I know who it is which is a really pleasant surprise because I can't believe who it turned out to be and I didn't honestly ponder that thought but now said person has a standard to live up to which she doesn't really like but she does sort of like but anyway this means she's going to put even more pressure on herself to do well because well she just has to!

It looks quite horrible, but I meant it to be so.

Goodbye now! :D Have a pleasant night, for the night is still young, is it not?